I don't have a problem going out on a limb with crafting.
It's the only arena where I can truly HANG LOOSE.
For example,
I painted with nail polish in negative die images at the edges of this card for the
to create a dimensional, non-traditional colored leaf wreath for
These creative tactics I won't hesitate to try.
To me there is little risk in playing on a card.
However, this is in stark contrast to the way I enjoy friendships.
Go out on a limb, yes, but let my heart follow?
That's another matter entirely.
After all the hellos and goodbyes (with little in-betweens) we've had through my husband's military career~I'm afraid I've gotten a bit leathery in the people department.
Not because others have let me down per se,...but because I've met SO
MANY wonderful people that I've had to "let go" physically.
It was heart wrenching.
It IS heart wrenching.
It never gets easy.
My military extended family and I will always
share hearts because we've survived tours of change,sacrifice and pain during patriotic service.
We're strung together by those few years we shared at "X","Y", or "Z" and acted as surrogate families during major life events and holidays.
I can't count the number of different faces that changed in the birthday and thanksgiving party pictures in our stacks of physical and digital photos over a span of 20 years.
Only the McDeavitt faces stayed similar~changing slightly with age. ;)
Lately, the hardest thing, has been allowing myself (and my girlies) to freely love the civilian friends that we might live around
for. the. rest. of. our. lives.
~now that we are retired and "settled".
It scares me, crafty people. ;)
However, I trust that God is doing a mighty work in my heart as I follow these civilian friendships to another level of depth that has been a long time coming.
I thank God for His immeasurable wisdom and grace in this new chapter of the Marlena novel....
I pray there will be sweet, sweet fruit!
stamps: Papertrey Ink Might Oak, Sweet 'n Sassy Season of Change
die: Sweet 'n Sassy Season of Change
ink: Papertrey Ink True Black,Memento (Rose Bud,Tangelo,Pear Tart)
media: Nail Polish,Copic marker black